"Every road is a ray of light"

Ex tempore.

That is how and when the most amazing things of my life happen. Now that the prospect of something is right there, the possibility of anything to happen, I feel exhausted.




And I hate it because last night was mind-blowing and so much better than I ever could have even dreamed of. And I really do want to hold on to that prospect of something wicked coming this way.


Do come this way.

Music today:
Coldplay Prospekt's March

"Lights go down"

"You gave me hope amidst my sorrow,
may it be tomorrow, that I can love again.
And in return for what I've borrowed
be with you tomorrow and until the end.

I know the road we're on is narrow
along comes tomorrow, we're gonna see the sun.
And with the wings of the first sparrow,
new light of tomorrow,
we're gonna be as one."


And just so you know: I feel so rich when I think about all my friends. Even if everything goes all wrong, we will have each other. It's funny how the concept of family changes when you grow and evolve.

"Kreuzberg"

"There is a wall that runs right through me.
Just like this city I will never be joined.
What is this love? Why can I never hold it?
Did it really run out in those strangers' bedrooms?

I have decided at 25 that something must change

Saturday night, in East Berlin:
we took the U-Bahn to the east side gallery
I was sure I'd found love with this one lying with me
Crying again in the Hauptbahnhof

After sex the bitter taste
Been fooled again, the search continues
Concerned mothers of the west: teach your sons, how to truly love."

"While you live it up I'm off to sleep"

I'm sorry if I can't make everything alright for everyone. I'm terribly sorry about that.

You can pick the music if it helps.

"Hot as a fever rattling bones"

In a dream of mine I had the ability to forget you.


I have never liked sleeping less than that night.

Music today:
Kings of Leon Sex On Fire
Arcade Fire Rebellion (Lies)
Kingston Wall

"You are the missing ingredient"

Why is it that when you have so much to do and so little time, it is only the most irrelevant stuff that actually bothers you the most?

And yes, I am talking about the most foolish thing in the world. The one that makes you lose control over everything for a brief moment of bliss.

"Vicky returned home to have her grand wedding to Doug. To the house they finally decided to settle in. And to lead the life she envisioned for herself before that summer in Barcelona. Cristina continued searching... certain only, of what she didn't want. "

Music today:
None