"This is getting old and so are you"

So many things have happened this year. I must say, none of them has been particularly good... I have learned within these experiences that I'm living someone else's life, not my own. I'm not happy with my life as it is now. I should be very grateful for many things but it feels like I'm stealing those things from someone who would actually want them but cannot now have them because I'm there.

Blah blah blah.

Hurry up summer.