"You gave me hope amidst my sorrow"

Somehow you fall deeper. Can you find a way back to the surface? To that silly, deeply dear surface where everything is controlled by turbulence and yet... by those ridiculous boundaries?

I feel comfortable and relieved when I'm below that surface. And still: it is sometimes frustrating to go to sleep alone thinking that this is all you can be: braver than the most.



I really need a vacation.

Music today:
Everything that reminds me of the life before