Tuesday, 19 October 2010

A full circle

Day ten: One confession.



A lady never kisses and tells.

Thursday, 14 October 2010

Silence

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

1.

2.

Ugly pictures, I know.

Wednesday, 13 October 2010

Break on through to the other side

Day Eight: Three turn ons.



1. A smile
2. Clean appearance
3. Intelligence

Tuesday, 12 October 2010

First impressions

Day Seven: Four turn offs.



1. Selfishness/compliment-fishing.
2. Prejudice.
3. Pessimism.
4. Arrogance.

Monday, 11 October 2010

Priceless

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)



1. My boyfriend
2. Sanna
3. Hilla
4. My little brother
5. My sister(s)

Sunday, 10 October 2010

Human nature

Day Five: Six things you wish you'd never done.



1. I wish I had never let myself go after anorexia. It was really hard to find myself again but I guess all the struggles were worth it.
2. Not keeping in touch with my two best friends for a few years. I missed quite big events in their lives but I'm glad it has never affected our friendship.
3. Partied too much on my second year in Uni.
4. Fallen for the wrong kind of people.
5. Layed on a hospital bed on February.
6. Taken some responsibilities for no reason and wasting my time on them.

Saturday, 9 October 2010

Imagination

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.



1. School and work stuff
2. World, it's beauty and problems
3. Kittens
4. Fashion
5. Music
6. California
7. Childhood

Friday, 8 October 2010

Connection

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.



1. Good manners.
2. Not showing off but just being yourself.
3. Open mind. Not being prejudiced.
4. Good sense of humour (or at least very much alike my own, which might not even be that good).
5. Being interested in what I say.
6. Making me feel a little special.
7. Sharing secrets with me.
8. Sympathy.

Thursday, 7 October 2010

Vanity

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.



1. I'm very complex. If you don't understand me, you never might. I don't understand myself either. Sometimes it feels like I have two people living inside of me. But no, I'm not schizophrenic.
2. I love sleeping but I suck at it. Seriously, I've been horribly sleep deprived for about six years now.
3. I love my work but often I find myself afraid of not being good enough for my job. I still have studies ahead and I fear that the moment I graduate and have the right to take more responsibilities at my work, my help won't be needed anymore and I have to find another job.
4. Despite my love for my job, family is and always will be my number one priority in life. I have skipped millions of parties just to go see my family.
5. I would love to wear heels and dresses every day but I work in a laboratory so it's not possible. I would actually love it if men wore suits and women wore heels and dresses all the time. I'm that traditional sometimes.
5. For a long time, I dreamed of getting married and having kids. Nowadays I'm more of a "come what may" kind of person. Life is so full of possibilities that missing out on one of them is not the end of the world.
6. I procrastinate. But I sometimes I do it just for the fun of it.
7. I've gone through a lot in my life. A lot more than most people at my age. I appreciate everything, though, because I've learned, for example, patience, sympathy, empathy, forgiveness, gratitude, humbleness and loyalty.
7. Music and movies are things that have always been very close to my heart. I would also love to say that literature is among them but at the moment I have about 30 unfinished books in my bookshelf....
8. Animals and babies get me very emotional.
9. It's very hard to love red wine but I'm trying.

Wednesday, 6 October 2010

Communication

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

1. I love you. Iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou. Without you I'd be miserable and lost. Thank you for everything. Especially for doing the dishes sometimes.
2. You have been my best friend for all my life, and no matter what happens, you can always count on me. I love you more than I can sometimes bear.
3. I hope you grow up to be as wonderful a person as you are now. Stay as you are, haleja ja pusuja kultamuruli.
4. I know it's painful sometimes, and very confusing, but deep within I will always be your little girl. There is no one in this world that I respect as much as I respect you. You've been there for me everytime life has got me down, and I'm forever grateful. And also forever sorry for everything.
5. I'm glad you've had the courage to take a new direction in your life. New adventures suit you, pretty <3 It sucks that we don't get to see each other that much but everytime we do, it's pure being and lovelovelove.
6. I miss you. Sometimes it hurts almost too much. Thank you for all the memories and the time we spent together, I hope you are very happy wherever you are.
7. Most of the time I'm not sure if I can really trust you but we have fun together. And I value your honesty a lot.
8. I wish you would understand that you don't own me. You were quite horrible to me but I've forgiven you. Now I just want to forget you. So, fuck off.
9. I hope you succeed in everything you do. And I hope you find the strenght, courage and ambition to pursue your dreams. You are magnificent, and also a very good friend.
10. I'm very sad for what happened to you. I think about you everyday, and I wish you would still be here with us. You marked me for life, left me longing and confused. I hope you have finally found peace <3