Vanity

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.



1. I'm very complex. If you don't understand me, you never might. I don't understand myself either. Sometimes it feels like I have two people living inside of me. But no, I'm not schizophrenic.
2. I love sleeping but I suck at it. Seriously, I've been horribly sleep deprived for about six years now.
3. I love my work but often I find myself afraid of not being good enough for my job. I still have studies ahead and I fear that the moment I graduate and have the right to take more responsibilities at my work, my help won't be needed anymore and I have to find another job.
4. Despite my love for my job, family is and always will be my number one priority in life. I have skipped millions of parties just to go see my family.
5. I would love to wear heels and dresses every day but I work in a laboratory so it's not possible. I would actually love it if men wore suits and women wore heels and dresses all the time. I'm that traditional sometimes.
5. For a long time, I dreamed of getting married and having kids. Nowadays I'm more of a "come what may" kind of person. Life is so full of possibilities that missing out on one of them is not the end of the world.
6. I procrastinate. But I sometimes I do it just for the fun of it.
7. I've gone through a lot in my life. A lot more than most people at my age. I appreciate everything, though, because I've learned, for example, patience, sympathy, empathy, forgiveness, gratitude, humbleness and loyalty.
7. Music and movies are things that have always been very close to my heart. I would also love to say that literature is among them but at the moment I have about 30 unfinished books in my bookshelf....
8. Animals and babies get me very emotional.
9. It's very hard to love red wine but I'm trying.