"A pint for me and one for you, say a toast with all who knew"

I have noticed a glimpse of misery in him but when I see him face to face, he smiles. And I smile.



What more could one want.

Happy holidays for everyone.

Music today:
Christmas carols
Death Cab For Cutie Brothers on a hotel bed
Feist The Water

"Fire Eyed Boy"

When I grow up, I will move to Toronto and marry Leslie Feist and live happily ever after.

Music today:
Broken Social Scene
The Organ

"Three is the loneliest number"

I think my head just might fall off.
To you my heart. And other tiny useless organs.

Music today:
Interpol
Klaxons

"You take your time coming over here"

I feel like a great deal of transformation would do some good.




I feel like a great deal of love making would do some good.

Music today:
Tegan and Sarah
CocoRosie
Goldfrapp
Melissa Etheridge The Weakness In Me

"You gave me hope amidst my sorrow"

Somehow you fall deeper. Can you find a way back to the surface? To that silly, deeply dear surface where everything is controlled by turbulence and yet... by those ridiculous boundaries?

I feel comfortable and relieved when I'm below that surface. And still: it is sometimes frustrating to go to sleep alone thinking that this is all you can be: braver than the most.



I really need a vacation.

Music today:
Everything that reminds me of the life before

"Every road is a ray of light"

Ex tempore.

That is how and when the most amazing things of my life happen. Now that the prospect of something is right there, the possibility of anything to happen, I feel exhausted.




And I hate it because last night was mind-blowing and so much better than I ever could have even dreamed of. And I really do want to hold on to that prospect of something wicked coming this way.


Do come this way.

Music today:
Coldplay Prospekt's March

"Lights go down"

"You gave me hope amidst my sorrow,
may it be tomorrow, that I can love again.
And in return for what I've borrowed
be with you tomorrow and until the end.

I know the road we're on is narrow
along comes tomorrow, we're gonna see the sun.
And with the wings of the first sparrow,
new light of tomorrow,
we're gonna be as one."


And just so you know: I feel so rich when I think about all my friends. Even if everything goes all wrong, we will have each other. It's funny how the concept of family changes when you grow and evolve.